weird feelings about flying…
i dunno…i am having some serious second thoughts about it ... as much as i luv hallucinogen, shpongle, etc, etc, etc… what really is my motivation? and i really have to do some serious reality checking here: can i afford it? i mean, really!
i have responsibilities i feel i have to stand up to!!! i am a mom!
plus, well, i got my Burning Man ticket (a subsidy) and you know what? i would rather do that ... it is an entire week of madness. i have been to the UK, i have not been to the playa.
like, “whatever” ...
i still want to get my passport, though, and i am open to considering it as an option. basically, though, at this point in time in my life, somebody would have to be, “kyrie, i have ordered us tickets and booked us a flight. we are going.”
i know it is gonna be an epic event and my heart really feels open to this. but for now, i have to just sit.
i love this music very much. it resonates with me, and a lot of other people, deeply.
i am really grateful for having access to it at this point in time in my life.
and fortunately, i did get to experience a taste of it last summer at Shambhala.
it was the first time i ever took mdma, and wow, what an intro. i got to be at the beach, i got to dance with somebody i love, i got to listen to music that i love. and then at night at the portal stage, more magick. (but sober, which is actually ok, too)
so i would like to express deep and profound gratitude to all the people who create this unique and beautiful music. especially, of course, Mr. Simon Posford. Dude, i love you.