little yogi - 08 October 2009 06:47 AM
+2….. (i learned the hard way)
As did I. I missed out on so much because of opiates.When I finally kicked the shit though, it was like seeing the world for the first time.I forgot what it was like to actually participate in life instead of just being a silent observer.
I still remember the first flush of my own endorphins I got after being clean for awhile and dancing my ass off.I was at a small club in honolulu dancing to some cheesy trance,I remember the dj playing “zombie nation”,hahaha.It was the first time I had been out to a party since I had been clean.After dancing my ass off for a little while,I started to get waves of euphoria and my fingers were tingling(I was sober).I realized what I was feeling was a rush of my own endorphins,being produced naturally by strenuous physical activity.
Suboxone saved my life.