You may be in a rut brother tokapeli. Have you been inspired lately? What has been holding you back? What are you missing out on? We only live once brother..
Get in contact with me if you want, i think its high time to get together take a trip. . Theres lots of fascinating stuff going on right now, dont fully subscribe to the system and the blinding ways of our society.
There is no time like the present, perhaps you are just putting it off a bit, because you re-assure yourself by saying “someday i will make my art my destiny” or “someday things will be better”. Well my friend there is no time like the present,
Either way, Peace and good vibes your way brother, i miss hanging out with you guys and i hope you can center yourself, and figure out what exactly has gotten under your skin. feel free to email me, peace my brother!