Just the one mind blowing time for me.
It was my third MDMA experience, and was before i’d tried any type of hallucinogen, I was pretty young.
The unplanned ones are always the best and we decided completely out of the blue after not being able to aquire any smoke that we’d just do a few pills. I remember jumping for joy when my friend came back to the house, dismounted his moped and turned round with a huge grin, and a small baggie.
The night was entirely blue for me. When I think back on it, I can’t do anything but associate the entire experience with the colour blue, the pills were dark blue playstation 2’s and there was a song that we discovered. It was on a PC made compilation CD that we found lying around while looking for some good music. The track has always been reffered to as Track 10. The ever elusive Track 10. We had no idea what it was called or who it was by, but it had this sexual dark pumping rhythm and I danced in his glass conservatory while the glowing blue display from his CD player illuminated my friend and I’s ascent into a hightened trance. It was mindblowing, I lost all sense of time and space around me, I must have looked like a lunatic! I could hear nothing but the music, billowing me from side to side like a physical force. We played the track a few times over, could have been 20 could have been 3 I cannot say for loss of time but I know it was more than once. We both came out of it at the same time and both started towards the CD player to press stop, very synched up that night we were, my friend and I. There were very few words exchanged between us about it until the next, just stares of amazment and joy, we had both experienced it, and we knew each other had felt it, it was a real unspoken understanding. The next day after waking up in a horrible comedown daze, my friend stepped on the CD while cleaning up, and broke it. We were never to find out what “track 10” actually was. And I wouldn’t have it any other way.